THE FEAR

What Is Your Greatest FEAR?
Here is my greatest FEAR is . . .
Your greatest fear is being alone. Living in a world where you are the only one. No matter where you turn or where you go no one will hear your calls.


My fingers were burning with curiosity as i first caught a glimpse of this very word 'FEAR'. I then let them fingers took control and those were the words that flooded my screen. Of course, i was jolted at first because the words aligned, defines what my fear has been all about. True, i am a full-time chicken when it comes to tick my mind off by saying that i have no one. I already unwrapped the cloth that covered my eyes all this while, i know i still have my parents, family, friends. But, as my mind reminisce with reality, do some research about the circle of life, i have to gulp in the fact that says none of them lives forever, don't they?

I already took an oath to not witness anyone that i love leaves me without any will to do so. A silly oath made by an idiot after my uncle's last breath . A continuous fear i must live with . I need to learn to squeeze myself and fit in the shape of destiny where god had created even before ADAM was created. Learn to adapt with the life that does not make any sense. I was so comfortable being girdled by a bunch of people before that it was a complete nuisance for me to be living alone now. But, as years pass by, i realize that i was running out of friends long ago. People walk in and out from my life as though i am some kind of retail shop. I realize i was being used for certain reasons. I had lost most of the group of people. People that i once called 'friends'.

Last few months, i was assigned to talk about my fear, i said my biggest fear was losing people that i LOVE. Still is and forever will. I wish i could bury the fear alive and move on with other pieces of my life, but i guess it is rather impossible for that to happen. Credit to LIYANNA AQILAH for lend the laptop . Neither of my cells couldn`t scrap your name off ;] SIAKAP 3RASA SATUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !

So, tell me readers, what is your biggest fear? ;]