The holy month of Ramadhan is about to take its departure soon. Tagging the month of Shawwal to administer the next month. As tradition speaks, its the day where tongues acknowledge the falsehood and come clean. Muslims took the gamble to wrap their ego and be apologetic for the day. Apparently, its a fresh new start for the ugly plots they had graphed together long ago. The blunders are marshaled and its time to make the sheets blank again.
I reminisced with every reflections of the past. I am 18 now , standing as a half child half adult. . When i was still a fresh meat, that very day is remarked as one of my favorite day in the calendar. I addressed such false apologies to everyone, to seek for rewards in return. lol. I was a successful entrepreneur back then. As the years flushed by, i lost my flair for that special occasion regarding to such family affairs. The delicacy of the day became paler each year. I lost the temptation to celebrate.
I am pointing my finger at my grandmother for every things she had done. So inhuman of her to pull our packets of joy. She was a harm to every happiness and i am never gonna excuse her from the picture. If it was not for her dirty little secrets, mum and dad would have never let their bonds been broken. If it wasn't for her, we could have preserved our status as a 'happy family' . I am in disguise to even let my gaze stops at her hypocrisy. She's so good in faking her deeds but not good enough. Her inferior actions are now visible enough for others to see. Too bad that the witnesses to her behavior lost their guts to come forward. *sigh* But what goes around comes around nenek. You'll see. Karma does exist and god is fair =)
Enough dramas. I am blending a sincere apologies this time to all my friends, followers, whoever. Happy eid fitri . Forgive me for all my wrongdoings. Words that ought to stab you and so on. Lets all together mend our broken strings. I am signing out now. Good bye.
MILLIONAIRE !
My eyes were damaged by the woes and wrathful words that my fingers set free before. As you can see , i already laundered the old posts away from here with a splash of fresh hopes. Trying to keep its purity form. I might be drenching my eyes with regret later but for the time being, its just one tiny step towards my goal on recovering myself fully. It is one of the procedure for me to flip a new chapter and move on.
I breathed in the new air just to brighten my mournful lungs. Rebuild my blood circulation with fresh new blood cells. So, to the people that read my blog habitually, bear with me. It means a lot to me. New followers, thanks for following. Feel free to extract your beliefs here. Sharing is caring. lol. =)
Today, my eardrums vibrated with a cruel story echoed by people around me . It seems that one old lady has been stabbed by a heartless "animal" nearby. And animals are more solicitous in choosing who's life to grab away with purpose of satisfying their hunger.. When they replete their stomach with sufficient dishes, they won't bother looking for other victims until their tank is empty again. Circle of their life. .
Regardless of how, God won't place them in hell for that. But human, with the keen ability given to decide what is good and what is bad, could actually do such thing? massive claps for you for being an animal wannabe.
Nowadays, money is everything. Money, target locked. They had the nerve to put their life or family's life at the edge of jeopardy just for money. But when can they ever rub off their eyesight, and notice that the world has its expiry date . When that day comes, money is just another litter lying on the ground, being flooded by angels' spits. When can they ever realize, there is such thing as after life and buying thousand dollar handbags, or or lambo couldn't guarantee them heaven? Have you done the good deeds enough?
I may not be one of those religious people out there but i had my beliefs and i am trying to change. You may think my words speak louder than action. At least, i am fretting myself with sweats to trim my repulsive attitude.
"hai mambang dollar , mambang ringgit , mambang yen berdampinglah kau dengan ku wahai si mambang , hanya itulah pesan ku wahai mambangggg !
I breathed in the new air just to brighten my mournful lungs. Rebuild my blood circulation with fresh new blood cells. So, to the people that read my blog habitually, bear with me. It means a lot to me. New followers, thanks for following. Feel free to extract your beliefs here. Sharing is caring. lol. =)
Today, my eardrums vibrated with a cruel story echoed by people around me . It seems that one old lady has been stabbed by a heartless "animal" nearby. And animals are more solicitous in choosing who's life to grab away with purpose of satisfying their hunger.. When they replete their stomach with sufficient dishes, they won't bother looking for other victims until their tank is empty again. Circle of their life. .
Regardless of how, God won't place them in hell for that. But human, with the keen ability given to decide what is good and what is bad, could actually do such thing? massive claps for you for being an animal wannabe.
Nowadays, money is everything. Money, target locked. They had the nerve to put their life or family's life at the edge of jeopardy just for money. But when can they ever rub off their eyesight, and notice that the world has its expiry date . When that day comes, money is just another litter lying on the ground, being flooded by angels' spits. When can they ever realize, there is such thing as after life and buying thousand dollar handbags, or or lambo couldn't guarantee them heaven? Have you done the good deeds enough?
I may not be one of those religious people out there but i had my beliefs and i am trying to change. You may think my words speak louder than action. At least, i am fretting myself with sweats to trim my repulsive attitude.
"hai mambang dollar , mambang ringgit , mambang yen berdampinglah kau dengan ku wahai si mambang , hanya itulah pesan ku wahai mambangggg !
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